13 April 2023

The overlap.

 

It's been months since I have been over 'him'. I have lived with an empty mind all throughout this time. Earlier, whenever boredom struck, I could just imagine him and things got a lot better. Maybe bearable. It is recently (about 3 months ago) that things don't seem to get better even after thinking about him. That was the peak of my realisation and probably my acknowledgement to my dear poor heart that suffers from delusional phases that I am out of the waters of his charms. I am sincerely glad I am out of it and I will forever cherish those very childish memories and 'eye contacts.'

But within getting out of his phase and entering into the empty phase, there was someone or should I say, there is 'someone'. I believe I will call him 'Vern' because even though I am NOT in any 'romantic' delusion with this man oh but I am still in a delusion. Vern has been around in the earlier phase as well but it is now that things are getting intense. Vern is not a regular man, he is weird enough to make a soul wonder. Vern seriously astonishes me sometimes. 

That works for the introduction I believe. 

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