I am totally out of the trance of vern but my heart still skips a beat at sharing the same line of vision with him. It terrifies the hell of me. Things that I have heard of and about him make me wonder about things that should not occupy any place in my mind. Somehow, I can recognize just by the eyes that glimmer of adoration. I have seen those glimmers before. Of course, they were not reciprocated.
Oh, but his eyes have a glimmer that surpasses them all. I never really gave much importance to these happenings for they don't have any share of me in them. I have always believed that I should not be bothered by them and I am not; very frankly. But Vern's eye-ish glimmers are surrounded in the clouds of malignancy for I see evil. I definitely do. But that glimmer shines like gold at the back of those grey clouds as if giving hope that it will cut off the clouds of heavy thoughts. As if the grey clouds will suddenly try and gradually change into light weighted- mood-lifting clouds which are pleasant and not malignant. But; at my touch. That is not happening. Vern may yearn for me, but I won't. We are two different souls who breathe under different skies of life. We will only bring destruction upon us. (Probably, me sharing the bigger part. I'll lose a lot.)
oh, but my heart still skips a beat at his sight and oh; he still appears out of nowhere.
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