Admist chaos (Lonely?)

To reverie (unsent letters) 

Maybe someday you will realise that you have become a fair source of my happiness. The small curve on my lip that was fading away has recently started showing again. Though only for a few minutes a day, I am actually genuinely smiling. Oh, how I tell you it's been such a long time since I have smiled to myself. I am sincerely not expecting much from us but can you hold on to me a little longer? I will walk the darkness with you in return, I promise. 

You are like that golden ball of sunshine that I adore from afar. Can you please continue to shine a little more than usual? I am getting used to your light. I need it to brighten my ugly grief. To face away from my demons, just for a few minutes.

My hardest battle is yet to end, I found you midway but I'll pray wholeheartedly that when this chaos nears its calm, you are the one I run to with tears in my eyes and say, "Riverie, look. Finally ...."

Maybe if you show up more, I'll miss you less.

All I wish is a stronger bond- no expectations, no obligations. Sheer blossoming of friendship.

I'll wait, as I have. My patience is broken but, pls remember.

Ridiculously,

Her.