It hurts. It feels like a void inside my burning heart that is pulling my entire being into it. Millions of things are undone but my thoughts remain mundane of that longing.
How much talking will be too much talking? No matter how much I try to get it out of my system, there's more. It is meant to get itself out, that unsettling feeling as if a piece of my beloved heart is flowing away and diluting itself back into the universe. Again, doesn't that also mean that the void has to be filled? The unbalance of nature isn't agreeable but my entire being is hyperfixating and gaslighting herself into the sense of belonging yet.
Make this stop.
To you: This is literally the best time to withdraw. Plus, don't show up and mess it all up again. I have embarked yet again and this time it will cost me.
You better compensate heartily if a reverse is striking you on the inside.
But, I would rather say goodbye.
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