Months later.

I couldn't.

After the longest time and a literal roller coaster of emotions, I am back in the trap. I thought I was over him but no. Maybe those eyes are hypnotizing? maybe they pull out the emotions from within me that I suppress dreadfully deep inside me. But as I have fallen back, this time those eyes are not only speaking but are portraying things I have no clue about!

They wanna talk, I am assuming, but their language, how do I comprehend? I am not used to speaking that. I admired that language from afar but now they seem difficult and weirdly horrifying?

There is an undeniable change but how and most importantly why? Are they even there or am I just delusional?

Maybe I am just delusional. Delusional, mostly.